Last Weeks Of Summer

 My motivation continues to wan as I let time slip through my fingers so I will be tackling this entry in a few different sittings starting tonight (9.8) and will be publishing hopefully  by Wed., my day off this week. I also didn't get out of bed by close to noon today (oops) so I may as well give this a little start because otherwise, I will continue to procrastinate and I'm not quite ready to give this up completely although, I've considered switching to an easier, more efficient style. Anywho, one would think that sleeping in so late would leave not a lot of time for productivity and one would be correct. I did, however, manage to wash my sheets, have a late lunch and shop with M&M, grab some groceries and have a movie night with him after drop off. Starting this counts for something as well. Yesterday was also a lovely day. I slept in a bit and migrated to the couch for relaxing coffee time. I vacuumed, cleaned up the kitchen, went for a walk then got ready and headed to Windsor for an evening with the Dickersons. M&M eventually joined us and we just hung out, played, and ate nachos and pizza.

Last weekend was another 4 day weekend due to my regular day off following Labor Day. I got to kick it off with a trip to Boston to see Incubus at the Garden with Mike, Emily, Jen and Luke. We stayed at the Marriott a block away and also found a spot close by for a really yummy dinner. The show was amazing and I had a lot of fun but ultimately woke up the following morning with a bad headache exacerbated by lack of sleep. We had breakfast at the hotel and made our way to check out. Made a few stops before getting home and aside from one quick errand, I was good for nothing for the rest of the day. I did, however, house a piece of boston cream pie before calling it quits. Monday, I mega slept in, vacuumed the house, then got ready and headed for Cornish. MA&T were hosting an impromptu BBQ at their house to celebrate Jan's horse race win. Grabbed a few groceries at the store before getting home. Tuesday, I prepped a green salad and headed into work to hang out for a bit for Erica's going away potluck. I'm so sad she isn't happy any longer. Maybe it'll inspire me to take a chunk of time off. I ran a few errands from there, popped into Hanover for a haircut, then grabbed some groceries before heading home for the evening with Mike. I am very much in love.

I was at the tail end of my July summer staycation when I last left off. I spent the last day at a swimming hole in Vermont with Simone, Mike, Mason, and the Dickersons. We relaxed, played, had snacks and bevvies, and jumped off some ledges. I brought Simone home to her dad afterward and headed home. I got ready to go back to work and relaxed with Mike for the rest of the evening. My day off was Tuesday that week; I had an eye exam, grocery shopped, did some laundry, vacuumed the house, meal prepped and cleaned up the kitchen.

The following weekend was a home weekend with Mike. He helped me organize the second bedroom and set up the spool bed. I did some laundry, some dishes, and ran some errands. Sunday, I did some laundry and had an outing in Claremont with Mike and his friend Emily. It's a bit of a complex situation that I won't go into too much detail at the moment but I'm feeling that it'll resolve with time and when she becomes my close friend too. Mike and I finished off the day with the Breaking Bad finale. 

I had Wednesday off that week. I spent my first night at Mike's place after having dinner with Jan and Buzz Tuesday night as the goal Wednesday was the emptying of Mike's shop. He worked most of the day with Buzz, MA &T and moved so much stuff. His work ethic is truly something to be marveled. I hung out with Jan and helped unload truckloads; I couldn't help at the shop because she would have seen me on camera and the timing was just not good. I headed home midafternoon to do our HOA deposit as Geoff was out of the country and vacuumed the house. 

I started my August Summer staycation on the 17th. Much like previous vacations, I'll put it in more of a list format: 

 Sat: made banana bread, did the dishes, and hosted M&M for dinner (pizza) and a movie (Inside Out).   Sun: chatted with Ashley on the phone about my spiraling, took a walk and bubble bath, did some laundry and hung out with Mike.                                                                                                           Mon: ran some errands, did some cooking and watched movies with sicky Mike.                               Tues: did some laundry and dishes, took a walk and caught a ride with Mike to Cornish because he was meeting someone to sell something. We ended up having dinner with J&B.                                       Wed: went to Cornish to hang out with M&M and attend Jan's dinner party where she revealed a very pricey commissioned painting of her beloved horse Magic.                                                               Thurs: Maddy officially moved into her dorm for her first year at CSC so popped in to visit for a bit. Went for a walk when I got home.                                                                                                           Fri: vacuumed the house, did computer stuffies, cleaned my bathroom, and met M, my mom and Rod at Poor Thom's to celebrate their marriage. I spent the night with M in Cornish.                                   Sat: M&M and I went to the Cornish Fair and it was super fun. We rode the rides, got tattoos and ate yummy food. Afterward, we hung out by the fire before I headed home.                                             Sun: ran some errands and was pretty lazy otherwise. Vacation over :(

The weekend prior to Labor Day weekend was my scheduled four day weekend. Friday, I cleaned up the kitchen, ran some errands and went for a walk. Saturday, I vacuumed the house, threw back some bevvies and played flip cup at Abby Key's house in Enfield, and went for a walk. Sunday, I did some laundry, ran some errands, did 30 minutes of barre, and spent the evening with Mike after he came back from his family weekend in CT with Mason. Monday, I finished up some laundry, ran some errands, did 30 minutes of Barre, and attended our yearly community HOA meeting. 

Erica has left the EP team. New Dr. Bob is nice...for now.

RIP Keto.

My house has acquired a new TV and a phenomenal soundbar.

I got my first tractor lesson.

Hess sucks.

Another school shooting. Thoughts & Prayers.   

I managed to watch some of the debate last night.

Today is the 23rd 9/11 anniversary. 

July Staycation

 Time flies when you're having fun, apparently. I am grossly behind on this entry and I've determined that the only way I'm going to catch up and complete this entry and be happy about it is if I start from where I left off and divide this task over the next few days before I go back to work. So without further delay, my last entry was June 13th  and that weekend was a lovely 4 day weekend: Friday, I did some laundry, booked a hotel in Cape Cod for Emilee and I's trip in July, took a 1/2 barre class, and spent the evening with the Goss family. We went for one of our top down deer spotting jeep rides, had Tremont for dinner and hung out in the basement. Saturday, I vacuumed the house, took the other half of the barre class, made my avocado salad and headed to Cornish to have dinner with Mike and Mason (my first time meeting him), Jan and Buzz, Mary Ann and Tony. It was nice meeting them and hanging out. Sunday, I did some laundry, hung out with the Dickerson's in Windsor and went home to hang out with Mike (getting funny Maebs pics). Monday, I washed my bedding, grabbed some groceries, and got black betty serviced. It was a super expensive service as their recommendations changed all of a sudden but needless to say, I may have an alternative moving forward. 

The following weekend was a much needed reprieve from the busy social life. Saturday, Mike and I went for a walk on the rail trail out to Mascoma Lake and grilled for dinner. Sunday, we grabbed groceries and I braced myself for severe storms that passed us by at the last minute. We went to the airport to storm watch but returned disappointed. Not long after returning, lightning struck close by and blew a transformer, scaring the ever living shit out of me. The day wasn't all lost as I was able to find The Poopy List lol. I had Tuesday off that week; I vacuumed the house, cleaned the girls' potty room and took a walk with Mike partially through my usual route. 

The following weekend was a busy but good social weekend. Saturday, I spent the day with Mike and Mason. We went to Bridgewater, VT to visit friends of his who just had a baby 2 months prior. We all headed to lunch in Killington to a restaurant managed by one of Mike's sisters so I got to meet her. From there, Mike, Mason and I headed to Plymouth, VT to do some exploring and we stopped to buy cheese at the Calvin Coolidge historical site. We watched Jumanji later at home. I felt like I had a little family for the day. On Sunday, I did some laundry, dishes, grabbed some groceries and had a day date with Tracicakes. We had lunch at Salt Hill and watched Archie's play The Music Man at the Lebanon Opera House. Towards the end of Monday's work day, my throat started feeling a little icky and sure enough, Tuesday morning I was sick. I had to call out of work but luckily I had Wed and Thurs off for July 4th but had to miss all the festivities (BBQ, fireworks, parade, etc). Despite being sick, I was able to vacuum the house, do dishes, and take a bubble bath on Wed. and I cleaned my bathroom Thursday. Even though I tested negative twice, I'm pretty sure I finally got the VID because a handful of people at Mike's work had tested positive. I have labs that need to be drawn soon and I'm going to see if they can detect a recent infection. Just out of pure curiosity. 

After getting through a post-sickness 12 hour Friday, I focused on heading to CT Saturday morning for the weekend for my Uncle David's 80 birthday celebration. Mike was a trooper and survived the weekend meeting a rather large chunk of my family all at once (including my mom for the first time) and also drove us down and back. Overall, it was a nice weekend and it was great seeing so much family that I hadn't seen in years; some I couldn't recall how long it had actually been. We stayed at an interesting VRBO on the CT river after the fun DJ'd party with mexican food and a giant volcano full of fireworks. The trip home was uneventful and we were good for nothing for the rest of the afternoon. Thursday was my day that work week and I got to spend it getting my very first mammogram (not bad AT ALL), a little check in with my psych NP, a nap, and running a few errands. 

The following weekend, on Saturday, I vacuumed the house, did the dishes, and did half a barre class before Mike and Mason came over for dinner. Mike made his pizza while Mason and I played NES classic. We watched almost an entire movie before they called it a night. Sunday, I did some laundry before Mike and I headed to Gilford to see the Dirty Heads and Slightly Stoopid. We stopped at Cielito's in Bristol for delicious Mexican food. We were a little late and unfortunately missed the Elovators but got to see most of the Common Kings' set. It was a good show with a front row view and I have to admit I enjoyed the Dirty Heads the most. I'm super glad I took the following day off to sleep in a bit. I was planning to check in at work to see if they needed me but I never did; I just putzed around while Mike was doing divorce mediation. Overall, it went ok and some progress was made and afterwards, we went to Cornish to have dinner with Jan and Buzz. On the way home, we stopped at Langwood farm in Cornish to explore. 

Last Friday was the start of my July semi-staycation. Friday morning, Emilee and I drove to Cape Cod for our second annual summer girls weekend. We made a pit stop in New London for breakfast. The drive was slow going and we didn't make it to our hotel until almost 6 PM. We freshened up and headed to Ptown for dinner and to explore. Dinner was delicious and the exploring was absolutely amazing...wild place. Saturday, we got up and got ready then headed to breakfast. Afterward, we headed to Herring Cove Beach for a few hours then back to the hotel for a little pool time. We went back to the hotel to stream Maddy's Lion's Cup game then we went back to Ptown for dinner and to walk around a bit more and take it all in. Sunday, we checked out and started the journey back home with a gas and breakfast pitstop and a little detour through Mashpee to pick up some gourmet donuts. Once home (after almost leaving Emilee at the park and ride), I settled in and relaxed with Mike. Monday, I slept in, vacuumed the house, and had a dinner date/board meeting with Geoff, Chloe, and Natalie. Tuesday, I met Dayna and Cory in Concord and we headed to Boston for our Blink 182 at Fenway adventure. They put on a great show and we walked back to the hotel to house cheesecake. Wednesday, I was back home early afternoon and I did some laundry and the dishes before calling it a night. Thursday, I had a little visit from Mike after he left work then I headed out to run some errands (went back to Langwood), once home, I did some computer stuffies and took a walk. Friday, I started this entry, cleaned the girls' potty room then headed to ctown to pick up Simone. We went to Lui Luis for dinner then saw Twisters in the theater. We stayed up late watching movies so we slept in a bit this morning then got ready and bebopped around West Leb for breakfast and shopping. We went to Mary Ann and Tony's for dinner and to hang out with a little outing for ice cream. We stayed up late watching movies again and that pretty much concludes this entry. Our plan tomorrow is visiting a swimming hole in Perkinsville, VT with the Dickersons, Mike and Mason.  

Mike responded to a fellow fireman's MI on July 4th but he did not make it. 

The 2024 Summer Olympics started Friday!

Maebs' second gotcha day was Monday <3

Trump was almost assassinated on 7.13 at a rally. 

Biden dropped out and Harris is now running against Trump. Buckle up.

Funk music is fun.

June Staycation and Graduations Galore

 This entry is loooooong overdue but I'm going to stop short of bashing myself and acknowledge that it's a combination of procrastination and being super busy. The procrastination stops here so let's get to it. I am officially halfway through my June staycation and it's been phenomenal so far. Friday was my birthday and unlike the previous few years, I failed to take it off so I spent it working but Sue did get me out a little early. I spent the rest of my birthday relaxing with Mike, eating Moes and watching Breaking Bad. It was so nice to finally have a good birthday. Mike slept over and we got up at a decent time because I needed to get ready and leave the house by a little after 1100 to head down to Milford for graduation festivities. I sat in the bleachers with Danielle's family and watched Madison graduate from high school. The weather was decent and we headed to the party venue after pictures. The party was fun, beautiful and delicious. I stuck around a bit to help clean up and was home by 10ish. Sunday, I slept in (scaring Mike a little) and only accomplished vacuuming the house before Mike came over for the night. We relaxed, had dinner and binged more BB. Monday, I did some laundry and took a walk before Mike came back for the night. Tuesday, I got up for a doctor's appointment and was only able to accomplish a pile of dishes before Mike came back for the night. Wednesday, I got up for my annual dermatology appointment, ran some errands afterward and relaxed before getting ready to head to Ctown for Maria's 8th grade graduation. I stopped in at my moms afterward for a bit then headed home with a little pit stop in Cornish. After I accomplish this today, I'm doing some form of exercise calling it a day.   

I last left off with a week left in April and a lot has happened since then. I've been busy but my dating life has been blown out of the water a bit. When I stopped by my mom's last night, I verbalized for the first time that I think Mike is the one. Yeah, you heard me. Part of my procrastination today involved going back and rereading some of our exchanges via text and messenger and all I did was smile. This is so crazy to me. I really like him and I'm very happy. No one knows what the future will bring but I'm very much enjoying the present and everything just seems right. That's all I can say right now. Anywho, the last weekend in April was nice. Saturday, I vacuumed the house, did a 1/2 barre class, and cleaned the girls' potty room. I met Mike in Cornish and we headed to Time Out to play mini golf. We grabbed a bite to eat at the Common Man then met Emilee and Ariel at the Imperial for a few drinks. Sunday, I took a little trip to Danville to run an errand then hung out at the Skorstad household up the road for a bit. My day off that week was Thursday. I ran some errands, grocery shopped and Mike came over for the first time. He made up pizza with a legit pizza stone. 

The following weekend was fairly productive. Saturday, I vacuumed the house, did dishes and some laundry, went for a walk and skipped down to Ctown to watch Maddy's last grand march. Sunday, I did some laundry, grabbed some groceries and made spaghetti sauce. 

The following weekend was my long weekend and quite eventful. Friday, I vacuumed the house, did a half barre class and spent the rest of the evening with Mike (polishing off a bottle of wine in the process). Saturday, I drove down to Keene to watch Faith graduate from her master's program. We went to Margarita's after for a late lunch then I headed to Amy and Brian's to visit for a few hours. It was so great to finally see them; it had been since before covid times. On my way back home, I stopped to see Mike and met Jan and Buzz. Sunday, I spent the majority of the afternoon at my moms for mother's day and also decided to take the spool bed. Monday, I did laundry and dishes, grocery shopped, popped in in Windsor to play with Lyd for a bit then headed back home to hang out with Mike. We mistakenly decided to get Peking Tokyo (never again) for dinner and I ended up calling out of work the next day because my tummy was upset. I slept super late and around dinner time, I realized with certainty I had lost the UTI battle. Urgent care couldn't help me but Lauren saved me and was feeling better in no time. I hate being a girl. Oh and I also threw together a ham and rice casserole. 

The following weekend, I vacuumed the house, took a walk, and went to Windsor to hang. Lydia was passed out already so we hung out by the fire. Sunday, I did some laundry, cleaned my bathroom, and went to Mike's softball game in Ctown. He drove us on his motorcycle and it was stupid fun. Unfortunately, they lost their game. Tuesday, I did a half barre class, ran some errands and spent the rest of the day with Mike. He put in my AC and met Chloe and Geoff. 

The following weekend, I got some stuff done on Saturday. I did some laundry, computer stuffies, and vacuumed the house. My mom and Rod delivered the spool bed and I went to Ctown to hang out with Ashley as she has been having a really hard time. I took a bubble bath when I got home from Ctown. Sunday, I did the dishes, took a half barre class and went to a Memorial Day party with Mike at his friend's house. It was super fun and so was our first sleepover that night. Monday, we just relaxed, went to the grocery store, started rewatching BB. I made mac and cheese. My day off that week was Wednesday; I slept in, cleaned the volcano and the girls' potty room, and took a walk.

The following weekend was a Simone weekend. I vacuumed the house then got ready to head to Ctown to watch Simone's softball game. She came home with me afterward and once we were settled, we went out to do some shopping. We had Lui Luis for dinner and went out for ice cream. We watched movies and stayed up late. Sunday, we got up and had breakfast at Starbucks then headed to Tilton for some shopping. On the way back to Claremont, we stopped for some pizza and a little visit at CSC. Mike was at my house when I got home and he spent the night. 

I got an 8% raise in May. Union efforts are paying off, apparently. 

I have officially been in my house for 10 years.

Donald Trump is a convicted felon.

It's going to be a great summer.

The Godfarter on Trial

 Time flies; this entry is already almost 2 weeks late siiiiigh. The procrastination stops now and I'm also going to do this a little bit different this time. Instead of musing about what's going on now and in recent days first, I'm going to start where I left off last. So without further adieu, here we go. 

I last filed on the 12th and that weekend was relatively quiet. On Saturday, I vacuumed the house, did laundry and computer stuffies, and took half a barre class. On Sunday, I took the other half of the barre class, grabbed groceries, finished up some laundry, did a little meal prep, and hung out at the Dickerson household for a bit. My day off that week was Wednesday and apparently the only productive thing I did was a pile of dishes.

The following week, I was on staycation so I'll stick with the blog style I usually do to document wonderful work-free weeks; a list:                                                                                                                  Sat: vacuumed the house, washed bedding, did a living room workout.                                                        Sun: cleaned the girls' potty room, made a pizza.                                                                                            Mon: dental cleaning, errands, laundry, started reading my Lebanon history books that were gifted to me.  Tues: I made pancakes, did the dishes and took a bubble bath.                                                                        Wed: I went to ctown to watch Maddy give a speech and receive the St. Josephs sports award for her senior class. There was a catered dinner and I actually had a friendly conversation with Jesse.                      Thurs: took a half barre class, grabbed some groceries, and met here with some neighbors to discuss the first real possibility of our community being finished.                                                                                      Fri: I got up and brought a salad and rolls in for Hillary's birthday potluck and hung out for a bit. I also cleaned my bathroom and took half a barre class.                                                                                            Sat: I took the other half of the barre class, grocery shopped and vacuumed the house.                                Sun: spent the day at the Dickersons for Easter. We pigged out and lounged around inside and out.

The following weekend was my long weekend. Friday, I had my physical and ran some errands afterwards while I was out and about. My physical confirmed an 8 pound weight gain in the past year. Yikes, and oops. I also need to start addressing my lady issues. First step will be finding a gynecologist to start working on bothersome symptoms...just call me sweaty betty. Once I got home, I started sifting through various sources of pictures to compile a collection for a social media post for Maddy's 18th birthday. In the process, I discovered that a bunch of pictures failed to survive the transfer from old to new laptop. I'm still processing the profound disappoinment in my inaction and I hope the majority of those lost pictures are safe on other media in storage. I went to ctown that evening for Maddy's birthday dinner at the Taverne and ended up going out for a few bevvies at Time Out and Imperial. It was fun and by the time the evening was over, a guy I had been chatting with asked me for my number. Saturday, I vacuumed the house, did the dishes and some laundry, and took half a barre class. Sunday, I did some laundry, grocery shopped and spring cleaned my bedroom, finally. Monday, I traveled to ctown to watch the solar eclipse with the Goss' and her daycare kiddos. That evening, I met my mom for dinner at Kotos. It was nice and productive and I finally had the courage to ask her about an event that happened a long time ago. It actually was ok and I got a fair amount of information that I'm still processing. Overall, I'm still angry and sad when it comes to the subject of my mother. I don't think she has the capacity to understand. 

The following weekend, I only managed to vacuum my house before getting ready for the first date with the guy I gave my number to. I met him at Black Rock in Springfield and we ended up talking for 3 hours. It's a complicated situation but overall, I actually kind of like him. On my way home, I stopped in Claremont to hang with Shley and fill her in on the evening. Sunday morning, I got up and got ready to meet Maddy for a breakfast and coffee date at the Brownsville Butcher. It was nice chatting and getting to know her as the official adult she recently became. I finished the day with a barre class, laundry, and grocery shopping. My day off that week was Tuesday and I slept in hard core (period tired), took a walk, and did computer stuffies.

Last weekend was lovely. I actually got ready and went out after work. Mike invited me out to celebrate his friend Chris' 40th and it actually was fun. Emilee joined us and we all played pool and had a few drinks. Saturday, I vacuumed my house, did the dishes, started some laundry, and took a bubble bath. Sunday, I spent the afternoon in Warner at Denise's visiting with Erin, Fiath, and Colin. It was quite delightful. I washed my sheets when I got home and called it a day. 

My day off this week is today. I slept in and mainly just wrote this entry. I met Mike for dinner. We took a short walk after around West Leb. It could have been a bit warmer but it was still nice. I think I like him.

I've recently discovered Twiddle.

Quinn got outside the other night while I was on a walk and she was outside for as long as an hour, mostly hiding in the garage. I feel terrible. 

DJT is the biggest, smelliest pile of human shit to have ever existed. 

I love my girls. 

Spring Cometh Early

The groundhog did not see his shadow this year, predicting an early spring. It's a fun tradition but for those of us who are not delusional, we know the scientific reality of our current climate. I'll just leave it at that. It's a nice sunny Tuesday off and on top of this, a mental health appointment, running errands and getting ready for the rest of the work week, a nice long walk is in order. I'll be catching up on workouts and trying to avoid sugar until Friday evening as I've been lazy and out of control. I've come to realize my discipline is almost nonexistent because my outlook on life has completely transformed over the past few years. But that's an entirely separate novel to be written. This past weekend was nice. I managed to vacuum my house Saturday before going to Ctown to hang out with the Goss'. We went for a deer spotting ride out towards Charlestown but only managed to find horses. We had Tremont for dinner and had adult basement time before heading home in a slushy wintry mix mess around 930. Sunday, I was incredibly lazy and didn't get out of bed until 2 PM (technically 1PM but Sunday morning was daylight savings time). Despite that, I managed to do a pile of dishes and a living room workout. One small but satisfying task I did was getting my old Au Bon Pain gifts cards replaced by Panera ones so they can be used. I also redid my passwords paper.

I left off last almost a week into last month. That weekend was a home weekend. Saturday, I vacuumed the house, did some laundry and went for a walk. Sunday, I did the dishes, grocery shopped, made nachos, replaced the fridge water filter, cleaned the volcano, and got through almost the first half of the super bowl before giving up and going to bed. Usher put on a great show, or so I heard. I had Wednesday that week off and was surprisingly productive. I dropped my computers off down the road to finally start the process of getting rid of my old laptop. I went to Heater Rd. to get labs drawn then headed home to spend time resolving our billing problem with Casella. I had a JP inspection, cleaned my bathroom and finished the day by watching Charlie's basketball game in Enfield.

The following weekend was busy and social. I picked up Simone in the morning and headed straight to Polly's Pancake Parlor for brunch with the Dickersons, Goldens and 2 other ladies. We then headed to Littleton to check out Chutters and a few other stores on Main St. After that, we had our 2PM date at the ice castles which were pretty cool even during the day time. After we got home, we went back out to do some shopping at Sephora and Target and grab Lui Luis for dinner. We stayed up late relaxing and watching movies. In the morning, we got Dunky's for breakfast and did some more shopping. We hung out here until it was time to take her home, making a pit stop at Tracy's to play with their new kittens for a little bit. After dropping off Simone, I made a pit stop at Susans to drop off a dish and ended up staying a bit to visit. I went home to vacuum and wash my bedding and get ready for the work week. I had Thursday off that week and did dishes, took a walk, and computer stuffies. 

The following weekend was quiet. Saturday, I did laundry, vacuumed the house, cleaned the girls' potty room and did a barre class. Sunday, I ran errands and grocery shopped.

The following weekend was my phenomenal scheduled 4 day weekend. Friday, I took a walk and spruced up my guest room. Saturday, I got up and vacuumed the house before getting ready to head to New London to tour CSC with Danielle, Madison and Beth. It was super fun to be included and to go back in time for a few hours. Afterwards, they followed me to my house and we hung out for a bit before heading to Molly's for dinner. Another super fun time and I also ended up running into Doug from work and Mike Theroux; also saw Trish from a short distance. We went to the store to get dessert and spent the rest of the evening chilling, chatting and playing a family friendly version of CAH before calling it a night. Danielle was up, showered and eating breakfast by the time I got out of bed. We got to chat before Madison got out of bed. It was really nice to see what a lovely little human Madison has turned out to be. They headed out around lunchtime and I finished the day doing some laundry, the dishes and the first half of a barre class. Monday, I did some more laundry, finished the barre class, ran some errands, meal prepped and took a bubble bath. Until next time...

Quinn is making great social progress.

Caffy is a bitch.

Katie Britt is a piece of stool.

I've housed 7 boxes of girl scout cookies in the past month.

The Alabama Supreme Court ruled that frozen embryos are afforded the same rights as children.

Donald Trump is the griftiest grifter to have ever existed.

Dry January, Year 2...LOST CAUSE

 Welp, I made it to January 3rd on my second dry January attempt. For some reason, I was in a better headspace this time last year (or maybe I just cared more) so last year was a success. On day 3 this year (anniversary of my dad's death), I just said screw it and decided to go back to a more reasonable resolution...3 pints a week and to keep up with working out. Out of the entire month, I've had one successful week. Oh well. Moving on. It's Tuesday and my day off this week. I'm trying to finish this before a follow up appointment with a psychiatric NP. I also need to run errands and do a little meal prep. Maybe a workout but honestly, probably not because I ran last night. If there's time, working towards getting rid of my old laptop finally. This past weekend was quiet and so what I need for my mental health. I only left my house once Sunday evening to go to the chopper for ice and whipped cream. Saturday, I vacuumed the house, started laundry, did half a barre class and took a bubble bath. Sunday, I took the rest of the barre class, did a pile of dishes, and washed all my bedding. 

I last left off right after the new year. That first weekend was another quiet weekend but proved to be a promising start to a new year as I was asked out by a traveling CRNA that Friday monring. I wasn't really super attracted to him but I eventually decided to give it a try. We chatted throughout the weekend (Saturday, I vacuumed the house and grocery shopped; Sunday, I did laundry, meal prepped, did dishes, took a bubble bath and assembled the girls' new cat condo) and we decided to meet for coffee Monday evening. That went well so we decided to have dinner at Kotos Wednesday evening and it was effectively over for me after he cried, discussed religion and admitted he voted for Trump not once, but twice. Big NOPE. It also didn't help that he seemed to want to move faster than originally discussed. Anyways, that day off wasn't completely wasted as I paid some bills, prepared an HOA deposit and met with Geoff to finally pass the torch to him (he officially got the keys and debit card this past Saturday). Never will I ever waste one more minute of my time on a Trumper.

The following weekend was another quiet one. Saturday, I vacuumed the house, did laundry and the dishes, computer stuffies, and living room yoga. Sunday, I grocery shopped, meal prepped and did a living room workout. My day off that week was Thursday; I got my hair cut finally, did a little shopping at jcrew while I had more time in the meter and befriended gay employees. I asked one of them to email me his senior thesis about the emergence of AIDS in America after I heard him discussing it. It peaked my interest as the Reagan administration largely ignored it. I spent the rest of the day establishing care via zoom with a psychiatric NP and I also did half a barre class. 

The following weekend was also quiet. Saturday, I vacuumed the house, did dishes, and did the last half of the barre class. Saturday evening, I went to Ctown to celebrate Emilee's birthday. A last minute change prompted me to miss dinner but I met up with them for drinks at Time Out and the Imperial. Sunday, I did laundry, took the same barre class again, ran some errands and meal prepped. The week that followed, I felt down in the dumps because I had a heavy period and had started taking a doubled dose of my paxil which I realize now made me feel worse before I felt better. Although it's hard to tell if I felt bad because of the dose change or my hormones but realistically, it was probably both. Either way, it took all I had to get through the work week to my 4 day weekend.

Friday started with me being an absolute slug and it just continued for the entire day...I couldn't bring myself to even shower or clean the cat box. I felt like emotional poo but, in retrospect, I really needed a day with absolutely no agenda. It's what I needed and I should do it more often. It's ok. Everything will be ok. Saturday, I had breakfast at the Fort with the Dickersons. I felt better so I did dishes, some laundry, and cleaned the girls' potty room. Sunday, I went to Windsor to hang out with the Dickersons then grabbed some groceries before going home. Monday, I vacuumed the house, meal prepped, and started going through my old laptop which took me down memory lane for a bit. 

Ok, I need to run some errands.

Donald Trump is the biggest piece of shit that currently exists. He is not immune. Someone, however, in Kuwait loves him...lol. 

The girls love their new cat condo.

Dry January, Year 2

 Today is day 1 of a new year and also day 1 of 31 days without sweets. I was successful last January (with the exception of one piece of pumpkin pie) so I decided to do it again this year as I've been out of control since February 1st and I am the heaviest I've been in many years. This month long reset is going to suck but I have to do something to undo all the cheat days I had this past year. I also have to learn how to function and find joy in other things other than overeating...it's increasingly become one of my main sources of joy. I can't live like this forever. And that's enough of that. 

I'm in the midst of another long weekend. 4 days this weekend and 5 last weekend for Christmas. This would never happen in the cath lab. I'll be sticking with EP for a while...unless my fucked up hormones make me explode at some asshole doctor. It's a very real possibility and it seems to get a little more real every month. Honestly, I'm not sure if I'm going to last until my March vacation. Anyways, Saturday, I slept in. I did the first half of a Barre class and got ready to go to Ctown to hang out with Emilee. We caught up for a little bit (Logan was in a minor car accident the night before) at her apartment then we picked up her friend Ariel and went to the new Mexican restaurant on Pleasant St. for dinner. We finished the night with a few more drinks at the Crow Bar. It was almost 1 when I got home...fun but I'm too old for late nights and more than 2 drinks lol. Sunday, I had lunch with Dayna and Cory at Trail Break for their last day before they shut down at their current location. We left with a large souvenir lol. I finished the day with a little bit of laundry, the rest of my Barre class and New Years Eve spaghetti and 2023's last pint. Today, I caught up with Sarg, vacuumed the house, took down my christmas decorations, did a pile of dishes, bought groceries, and was supposed to do this entry in its entirety but starting it is better than nothing at all. On that note, I am going to bed and will complete this tomorrow.

Ok, it's tomorrow. So far, I've folded some laundry, put away clean dishes and I just got back from having new tires put on my car down the road at VIP. I went for a walk while they were doing it and I may head out after I finish this to walk some more. It's nice to be out walking and listening to podcasts with all the holiday lights. If I don't, I definitely need to clean my nasty bathroom. I was also supposed to get my garage door fixed (it broke last week) but they canceled because none of their technicians showed up to work today. Oh well...black betty will have to learn to live outside for the near future and hopefully there are no blizzards before it can be fixed. 

It's been over a month so starting where I last left off was before Thanksgiving. That Monday, I had a pest appointment (I'm getting really frustrated with the mice still accessing my basement), decorated for Christmas (nothing too crazy), ran some errands and cleaned my bathroom. I went to Cory and Dayna's for turkey day with the usual crew and had a nice time with lots of delicious food. I worked the following day and we ended up having inpatient work to do. Saturday, I went to Warner to hang out with Denise. We had lunch and went for a little walk and got coffee. We went to a thrift store then a flea market but the flea market had just closed. When I got home, I did a pile of dishes. Sunday, I vacuumed the house, did some laundry, took a walk and cleaned the girls' potty room. 

The following week, I had Tuesday off. I ran some errands, cleaned my fridge and did a living room workout. Saturday, I met up with Erin (we saw Santa) to walk the rail trail and ended up walking for a while longer after she left. Sunday, I vacuumed the house, did laundry, dishes, ran errands and made spaghetti and meal prepped for the week. 

The following week, I had Wednesday off (notice a pattern?) and I was lazy. The only productive thing I did was December's HOA deposit. Hopefully we can all get together soon so I can officially pass the reins off to Geoff. Saturday, I went for a lovely holiday lights drive with D&C&L. We got Starbucks and headed up to the Joseph Smith display. We drove by some more places in Leb and called it a night. When I got home, I did a pile of dishes. Sunday, I did some laundry and grocery shopped. 

The following week, I  had Thursday off. I vacuumed the house, deep cleaned my kitchen, did a living room workout and made a batch of guac for Lynn's birthday the following day. Saturday, I took a long walk and took a bubble bath. Sunday, I started Xmas shopping, made a pumpkin cheesecake, meal prepped, took a barre class, and did the dishes. 

Last, but certainly not least, last weekend was a nice and long holiday weekend. Friday, I finished my Christmas shopping. Saturday, I vacuumed my house and headed to Ctown to my moms to have Christmas dinner with her, Rod, Denise, Faith and Colin. It actually was a nice afternoon and nothing harmful was said. I stopped by the Goss house and visited for a little bit before going home. Sunday, I picked up Sheila and we headed to Belmont to have Christmas with the Carters. It was fun with lots of good food, games and gifts. I was home in plenty of time to have a cozy night with the girls, my Xmas Eve candle and Christmas Vacation. Christmas day, I spent with the girls watching movies and eating leftover baked ziti. I did, however, manage to wash my sheets and do the dishes. The next day, I was supposed to work but I ended up calling out. I was going to get an extra day off anyways so I just took it upon myself and made it a 5 day weekend. I was tired and feeling period icky so whatevs. I slept in, cleaned the girls' potty room and took a walk. Until next month...

Donald Trump is pure evil. Mike Johnson is human garbage.

The girls only knocked over the tree once this year.

George Santos was expelled from congress lol.

I had 2 glasses of wine at the HVC holiday party and told 2 strangers they looked cute together.  

I'm hungry.